Why ME.....................???

At some point of time we find that there is some time when we feel that everything goes wrong for us. that we feel that ........... why everytime it has to be me.......... "WHY ME??"

Below also some one is in trouble finding out why there in search for one's lady love he has to beat the dust every time why him................. or maybe why most of US

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I asked myself Why ME???

There she was in my school!!

the most beautiful girl !!

and gosh she became my friend :-)

I asked myself Why ME???

the days were filled with fun and joy..

there was always a smile in my face :-)

and our freindship grew over the years..

i loved her every move..every word...

we spent times together!!!

we kept on talking for long hours!!

Suddenly from nowhere a new boy joined the classand she became frns with him...

soon she started ignoring me...

and our freindship came to end..

after so many years with her..

i couldnt feel any better...

life and smile were out of my face..

and one day she said she loved the other guy..

and my life was shaken !!!

I asked myself Why ME???

time passed on and things changed..

we went out of school and

i moved on to diff place !!!

I was in college now...

and there she was a beautiful girl!(Another beautiful girl)

we became frns the very first day!! :-)

I asked myself Why ME???

and smiles came back to my face!!we went together..

bunked classes together :-)

wow it has happend to me again...

there is some one finally who cares for meshe said she liked me!!!

and time went on..and we were in 3rd year..

and then another guy came along...

she befrinded him..and then time moved on...

and one day she said she loved the other guy!!!She left me and then ignored me..

she was busy with the other guy..and soon our friendship came to end

I asked myself Why ME???

time changed..

i moved on...

though with pain in heart..

to seek love and friendship and comapinonship..

to seek the sole mate of my life..

the one, god has made for me!!!

i kept on trying to console me..

that god has done this on purpose..

and i have a role to play...

and will meet my life partner some where..

i moved on ... changed places...

there i was in my First Job

and there she was a beutiful girl...(Another beautiful girl)

we became friends very instant!!!

I asked myself Why ME???

and we shared thoughts..

we went to every place together!!!

we moved with hand to hand every where..

we watched movies together..

ate food together!!

she said she liked me!!!

she said she wanted to be with me...

she said she loved melife has come back to me..

i have found my sole mate!!!

and one day she reveled...

she loved some one (NOT ME!!!)

she had loved some one lese frm her childhood..

and she wanted to marry him (NOT ME!!)

she left me...

saying i am sorry!!!

and she asked me to forget her : -( (which i cant ever)

and there i was heart broken...

I asked myself Why ME???

I had no choice but to move on!!!

With lot of pain in my heart!!

My mind has stopped thinking!!!

i was living myself again and againthen the thought came to me

GOD had some other plans for me!!!!

I moved on ..

changed places....

(had to change places)there i am in one of the most beautiful city!!!..

city of gardens...

city of light...

and i am still thinking of what happened in past.!!!

I asked myself Why ME???

I needed change !!! I needed break!!

I could nt tolerate it any more...

i couldnt enjoy the beauty of nature!!!

my life has changed ..changed again!! ..

changed again!!

I asked myself Why ME???

SO I moved on again to another place.....

another country!!!..

to meet another civilization!!!

BUT I KEPT ON ASKING

Why ME???

Why ME???

Why ME???

Well if anyone has the clue plz share it with US